this morn my dad got into hospital. he got pneumonia. he was hafing difficulty in breathing. cant talk. cant tell us what he wants to say. but i could see how bad he felt. not being able to tell us his words. not being able to breathe properly. not being to spend national day like we would every other year. and so. the paramedics or something put him on the stretcher. brought him to the hospital in the ambulance. sis drove me to the hospital; mom went with them in the ambulance. in the car rly felt like crying. but held my tears back. cux i didnt want my sis to start crying too. in the hospital. alot of stuff happened. i was coughing all the way. i was kinda sick. but thats not the main point ba. took care of my dad with my sis; took over my mom after awhile. saw tears trickling from my dad's closed eyes. i was so hurt inside when i saw those tears of his. he must haf felt rly rly bad and awful. so many times i held back my tears. feels..so bad. i cant describe. im rly rly worried. he might b turned to the ICU if things get worse. i cant get to sleep. closing my eyes, i c his face and tears. i feel so awful. and my sis and mom.. they're worn out too. everyone's been taking care of my dad today. i haf so many questions yet to b answered.. will he pull through? is everything fine at the hospital now? im praying rly hard. for everything to b well. -worn out-
is my angel still here with me?